back to basics

so
haven't blogged on here.
busy with tumblr, i love that thing
but ummm there is a lot going on with me at the moment
some things that i should keep to myself
until i am ready that is.

so
i am back to blogging on here
for the time being

How many of us have them

FRIENDS!
My friends are pretty epic!!!
I've been kinda been down in the dumps and they actually
have been trying to cheer me up...i hope it works

how do?

I am in a quest to find out how can I become photogenic.
Many people know that when it comes to being a model for a picture
I tend to mess it up. So the big question is...how do I become more photogenic?
Can it be taught could it be shown or do you just have to be born with it...i shall surf the web and
find out...until then...NO PICTURES!!!

My Last Breath

*Taken straight out of my journal*
If I was only given only a day to live...
I would want to go out with dignity... guns blazing!
Not even just a day to live, a couple of week or even a month.
I would take it to the fullest!
It would be my way of saying goodbye to everyone, like
"yeah I'm gone but don't ever say that I never LIVED"
I would see places i've never seen and wrestle an alligator, bungee jump
skydive.
I wouldn't want to sit down for one second

Attention

I AM NOT DEAD!!!
IT'S JUST THAT COLLEGE HAS GOT ME BY THE BALLS :(

Underpants

This was taken straight form my journal...due to the fact that I was really bored

Ah, underpants, some may take you for granted but this girl shall not.
For I understand the important role that you take everyday.
It's a dirty job for undies these days.
You keep our fannies ever so warn during the winter and you cover our shame
when some douche bag decides to de-pants us in public places...like seriously...how old are we!!!
Most people don't realize that you make SOME people attractive, even thought it would be nice to
see them without

Try Harder

A new quarter in college,
a new adventure.
I have decided to be more carefree with life. Life is quite short to be worried about the little things.
Plus I only have class on fridays and saturdays :)

BAD NEWS

I seriously need to clean my room.
I lost my really good camera and my favorite sketch book
This must be found...like seriously!!!!

guess what???

me and my bestfriend got matching tattoos
yeah i know but ilove it and that's all that matters
it's a feather...it cost too much to get a wolf so we settled with that
it looks amazing
btw...not alot of people know about this so we are going to keep this a seceret

Let it all out

A while back me and my cousin was talking about pills that calm you down.
Tame you more so.
She was saying that if you're crazy, let it all out.
There's no need to keep it all in and bottled in, it's bound to bubble over and lash out in the worst way.
I was reading a friend of mine's blog.
I grew very concern, because I too hold back, bite my tongue more so.
We all worry about what people would think if we did something or said something they didn't like.
It doesn't matter, because at the end of the day you have to look yourself in the mirror.
Live life, stop holding back, look fear in the eye and make it laugh!!!

Brrrrr!

I have come to the realization that I absolutely hate snow. It may be pretty in pictures or even in theory but in all actuality it is the bane of my existance. There are times when it can be useful, like on snow days or snow ball fights. Basically it is enjoyed with friends or someone that you are close to. Being raised in a place that has a very warm climate may be my reasons for my feelings. I just miss the vibrant colors of the flowers, the chirp of the birds, or just the the sun beaming down with gentle breeze that makes the temperature just right. I miss sitting on my porch and cloud spotting. The good thing about winter is that there isn't any bees or spiders, or flies. What they don't tell you in the movies is that snow is horrible to drive in and then there's when the snow melts and then freezes when it is in it's liquid state, thus makes "Black Ice", which is a bitch to drive in. Snow isn't pretty when it turns doo doo brown from people driving in it, so keep that in mind. My conclusions are that SNOW + ICE= DEATH & EVIL!!!